I'm pretty sure I'll be single for the rest of my life, because they always leave, and when new ones come, I never trust them to stay so I push them away before I get brushed off to the side. And they never prove me wrong, they never fight me to stay with me. but I blame myself. My wall is too thick, too high. I've made it impossible for anyone to stay... for anyone to try.
“Long before we know ourselves, Our paths are already set in stone. Some may never figure out their purpose in life, And some will. There are a lot of us who are caught up in this hell we all live in, Content with being blinded by rules and judgment. We live in a world where it’s more okay to follow than to lead. In this world being a leader is trouble for the system we are all accustomed to. Being a leader in this day and age is being a threat. Not many people stand up against the system we all call life.”— Kid Cudi
It’s really amazing how much a person has an impact on another. I can’t believe how depressed our nation is and so many of us are suffering from low self-esteem, abuse, and the pressure to succeed. Society has mended our ways into thick desperation of becoming something we can never understand. Why people hate one another, why people believe that cynicism is the only way to survive; I don’t condone people who do by all means but it baffles me often how that very belief results to the destruction of many generations. When I see all these celebrities living life like it’s an endless party doing nothing in particular for the good of humanity but to provoke the media’s stigma on fame and fortune, I cringe. It’s not that I’m jealous of their fortunes, I’m just disappointed. Money is a big contributing factor in arrogance. I don’t know, maybe I lose hope too easily and maybe I shouldn’t be blaming others because I’m no better than they are.