I can never stick to one thing all the way through. I always jump from one activity to the next and never seem to finish what I start, even when I do, the end result is always dissatisfying in one way or another. There will be a time when I’ll take interest in something for a short period of time such as learning another language but then I pick up another interest and leave the previous one in the dust. There is just way too many things to learn in such a short life span, I wish that I could learn it all. I don’t know if I’m too lazy to work my way through something or just easily distracted but one day I’ll eventually find my calling and stick to it for the rest of my life.
Charities. I am always skeptical about these non-profit charities. We live in such a capitalist world. I wouldn’t be surprised if half of these charities don’t even end up sending a cent to the ones who need it the most. We all need to eat, live, and have a shelter over our heads. The world is constantly in an imbalance because sadly this is how the world works.
But I wish..just wish, that I could just go directly to each less fortunate individual and give them whatever they need for them to live a better life instead of putting my own trust on an organization who “claims” that all proceeds would go towards helping others when in reality, never really reaches it’s destination. Till then I’d never be at ease with what these corporations do with the money. People honestly have to put matters into their own hands if they want to change the world for the better cause ultimately mankind’s desire for money always seem to taint the genuine acts of kindnesses done by others.
I feel like I should start writing again, it really helps enhance your vocabulary and grammar skills. It’s really nice how powerful words can be and even if you don’t know the person writing the content, you can still get sense of what kind of person they may be. Writing is another way to express one self and although I am not necessarily a good writer, I like to write because it helps to keep me sane. People can get really rusty at something if they haven’t done it for a long period of time and this is one of things I’ve been neglecting for a while.
I have big ambitions for the future but as each day passes and I feel like I’m wasting my time on useless things. I don’t want to live an amateur life, there just has to be more out there than go to school, get a boyfriend, work, marry, work, have kids, and work some more till death. So, so, so many people just go along with what life hands them and accepts it. So many of us are afraid of risk, not having enough money or dying alone. We only live once, our time is short so make the best out of it.
Upon hearing this quote it’s really struck me: "I think we like to complicate things when it is quite simple; find what it is that makes you happy & who it is that makes you happy and you are set." These 2 things are really all I need, something I love to do and someone to share it with for the rest of my life. They both route from one main thing however; happiness.
I won’t settle for less in a relationship because I’m not a settler. This person has to be special, different, and someone who really makes me think. I’ll keep my standards high even if I end up alone in the end. All of what I’m saying may sound selfish and pretentious but honestly people should never settle. Everyone deserves the best out there.
“I like drinking coffee alone and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone and walking home alone. It gives me time to think and set my mind free. I like eating alone and listening to music alone. but when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely” -her0in chic
I really hate it when people who text first and then don’t text back after I respond. I understand that you are busy but if you text first please don’t ignore me afterwards. It makes me feel unappreciative and makes me think that you only text me to kill time. I also don’t like having full out conversations via text. I mean how can you? I’d rather talk on the phone or have face-to-face conversations because you can never tell what’s on the other side of the phone if you are just texting one another. You can’t get to really know someone through this degraded way of communication. There is no tone, no expression, all confusion on whether something is mean’t to be serious or sarcastic. They are just words on the screen.
Sure, it’s a great way to keep in contact with people who are far away but honestly it’s a lazy effort. I only like to text when making plans for outings with friends, other than that texting shouldn’t be a necessity or the main way of conversing.