I work hard when I have to but why can’t I work hard all the time? When I start to feel lazy and drift off away from getting productive things done I think about my father. He gets up at 7:00 am and works till 9:00 pm every single day, the only days he gets off work is when the mall closes for holidays. He works so damn hard but what I am doing..on Tumblr and doing other crap wasting my life away on useless things that won’t help me in the future. I’m sick of living spoiled and taking things for granted. I’ve always have but my laziness and procrastination manages to win the fight each and every time. It’s an addiction.
I’ve said this so many times already but I’ll say it again. “Want too many things, need to want less.”
So the next time you feel like not giving a shit about anything and fooling around. Just think about what your parents are doing for you to live a happy and fulfilling life. If you don’t act now, things in the future aren’t going to be fun.
It’s okay to suffer a little now and live a great life later.
To be out of your comfort zone is like saying ‘yes’ to life. Don’t just simply exist, explore the world for experiences and you will live a life packed with fulfillment. There may be bad experiences but you can learn from them, that’s the beauty of life. Being stuck contemplating your decisions and procrastinating isn’t going to get you anywhere. Act upon it.
Dreaming may be fun once and a while but you have to get back to reality at some point in time. Why not start now?
I love you and I always will. I may be a confusing person at times and very hard to handle but my intentions are never ever to hurt you. What matters most is that you picked me over all those girls in the world, you picked me. The whole concept blows my mind really and I have my reasons for picking you too, does that blow your mind as well? We will grow old together, have our fights and make up, reminisce all the times we spent together when we first dated. I don’t know what kind of hardships we are going have to face together in the future but what I know for sure however regardless of all the tears and heartache we may have caused each other I will/would/should never leave you. The fact that we both believe in fate, the fact that two people who are mean’t to be together makes me think that no matter how far away we are from each other; we’ve found one another in the end. You found me. I found you. I chose you for a reason and you chose me for a reason. I cannot have it any other way. I like how we throw away the ideas of what other people may think about us when we are together because love is such a powerful thing. I guess that is why people say ‘love is blind’ but we just don’t care, it’s the only thing we really need. We are together, it’s about damn time! I will never grow tired of asking how your day at work has been and if you have a bad day I will try to the best of my ability to make everything better. If you have a good day I will gladly celebrate the happiness with you. As long as you support me, I will support you, we are equals; an imbalance is uncanny. I just want you to know that I’ve been thinking about you ever since I was little. I’ve been thinking about you for a very long time and God brought me you into my life. I am very thankful. Forever yours, I love you.
Nothing will change when I do find you when the actual time comes. My feelings towards you will still be the same, I will still love you, never leave you, provide you with everything I can offer. The only difference is that I will know exactly who you are and I will finally be able to put a face to that entity, that of which I call husband.